Regret .

Subject: Regret . Fri Mar 13, 2009 4:44 pm

Regret

My biggest mistake
Was abandoning you.
I didn't have a reason
There was nothing I could do.

It's my fault
Things are this way.
I wish we could go back,
For just one more day.

I want to say I'm sorry,
But I'm afraid it's too late.
I used to see love in your eyes,
Now all I see is hate.

It's okay to hold a grudge
It's okay to be mad
I'm sorry for everything
That I did, and what I said.

I can't begin to say
How much I miss you.
I never meant to turn my back
I never meant to hurt you.

I had a choice,
And I chose wrong.
I just want you back.
It's been too damn long.

It hurts to see you mad
Even though I deserve it.
I should have been stronger
I should have stuck through it.

If I could take it all back
I would give anything.
I would go back through the dark times
The crying and the cutting.

What kept me alive
Was knowing I wasn't alone.
With you by my side.
I felt like I was home.

To know you were going through
The exact same thing
To know you understood
It helped to ease my pain.

And now I feel the tension
Whenever you are near.
I just want to say I'm sorry.
And that I wish you were here.